I miss you

Suddenly,
Out of nowhere,
I want to talk to you
Finally,
There's something
I want to say,
And I need your help to say it.

I miss you
And I wish
You were here
Tonight.

To tell you,
That I'm writing two 5000 word essays
And I remember that you were the one
Who believed that I was intelligent
Even before my teachers did.

To tell you,
That I love my sister's
hiccup laugh
And the way her eyes look
When she hides them behind her hands

To tell you,
That in someway or the other
I owe you
And I always will

Because it's happier that way.